MSN Messengger is seriously screwed up! AND im very very frustrated. Like really. Anyway today, it has been like the 20th time that i walked out of my room to go to the fridge and only when i reach the kitchen, i realised that im actually on fasting mode, and then i shall crawl my way back to my room and start dwelling on the blog.hahaha! Forgive me God! I forgot! ((:

You know what, life is a vicious cycle. Maybe the reason why im feeling kinda lonely cause i dont own a bf. Surprisingly, i have a couple of dates, but none seem good like having a boyfriend. I miss of having someone, who out of free will, i can call and drag him along to wonder with me along the streets of orcahrd Road, someone to go movie marathon with me, play bowling with me till the wee hours in the morning, go round Singapore on a bike, Go to malaysia to shop and eat and eat and eat! Damn.

Not someone, who sits and kiss and kiss and kiss and kiss me till my lips go really swollen. I think being in a relationship is more then just physical attraction. Its really nice to have someone who cuddles you, hold you hands, run kisses on you and say you look beautiful/pretty/hot/delicious. Hey its a major compliment. But to have the real guy that goes all ot for me would be the one im looking for right now.

Sighs sighs sighs.