[Current Mood: Discontent ]

You make me wana surrender my soul.

Oh my, I'm missing the boyfriend again.

And that's a bad sign cause obviously, im going to endure this "miss-you-syndrome" for an estimation of 2 weeks :( It's saddening cause today is only the second day. That makes another worthless 14 days of pure counting down. Baby, I'll wait for you right here patiently like a good little girl. :)) Convincing enough? Hehehe. Wells, here's a shout out to Shaifi and the friends: Thank you for painting the walls of my master bedroom's toilet and the kitchen's toilet. And I say thankyouverymuch. It was rather nice to see the toilets are vibrant white and the ceiling looks so much better. Oh well done you Jurong guys!! Good Job!

This sucks. Nothing beats a lousy day then this. My Internet connection is down like for 3 bloody days this is because the mother decides to use the house phone and POOF! The connection is stripped! Secondly, the very very bulging stomach is growling like nobody's business and guess what! The fridge's empty! Anyone cares to re-fill the fridge with yogurt, ice-cream pints from Hagen-Daaz or Ben and Jerry's, Chocolates, Tidbits or Crackers. Anyone? Anyone? I'll promise to love you for the day! Really!! Adding salt to the wound, im writing all my daily rambles and entries on a WordPad, hoping once the Internet connection is back to stability, I can virtually Ctrl+A and then Ctrl+C and then Ctrl+V it to Blogger's posting page. And to go out this week is a really bad idea cause Nur Fatin Ajman has the word BROKE written across the forehead. Pathetic isn't it, I'm left with $30 bucks for the week. Someone tell me how can I handle this situation like a professional. If truth is to be told, Nur Fatin's middle name has always been BROKE. :)) Oh! MAYBE Maybe, I should just use father’s hp to blog-out my entries. The wonders of technology. Now I can blog, in the comfort of a taxi or a bus happily typing my entries away. Okay now make friends with the father!

Cause the Internet connection is still down, im going to type more nonsensical ramblings. You may choose to leave from velevetlaces.blogspot.com cause apparently, what im going to type in the next few minutes might have wasted your 3-5 minutes of your precious life. Make a choice. Life is all about making choices. Sounds familiar? HAHAHA. Moving on, I think, I should sit down and have some say about my life.

Too often, the things I hanker for in life, is the things I could not acquire. For instance, I always wanted an "A" for at least a module. Well, according to the grapevines, that didn't happen to me. Not even once in my Counting 3 years of the Poly life. I have always yearned for a relationship that's full of sincerity. There' nothing much that I ask besides the truth and the earnest and heartfelt sincerity for me. Are there such guys in the first place or am I living in the world of fantasy to have those criteria's built in a guy. Sometimes the thoughts that I pondered over were never answered. Possibly, there's no answers to it or maybe, the answers are yet to have researched against it. OR MAYBE it’s just me being me, cause I have a huge weakness for Mat-Rep(s). It appears that even knowing; that these guys do not encompass those criteria, I still fall for them. :( It's miserable why my existence works this way. But ironically, I've learnt to be stronger emotionally and mentally despite of these downfalls.

I once mistook love for obsession. Today I knew that if he were yours, he' come back to you again, no matter how many times he makes you down cause his presence makes you complete. Maybe we're meant to be. Maybe that's what faith had planned for us. And we're destined to be together. I've learnt to be forgiving and be a better girlfriend for the future for him or maybe to others. Maybe the journey of us might stop tomorrow or later. Whoever im with I know it's the best for me cause God wants the best for me. Positively, I surrender my life to God; He is my source of existence and savior. His decisions are never wrong and to all things that occur in life, there’s a profit and a reason behind it cause I believe so.

OH MOTHERFUCKER I JUST TYPE AN EXTREME-LY LONG ENTRY!

[Current Mood: Working]

Yes apparently, instead of using KANNINA, the replacement word would be KANNINEH, that makes a sin lesser isn't it? It still sounds vulgar like it should be thus, that doesn't defeat the whole purpose rite? HAHHAHA. Today marks the first day of my 11 weeks of holiday, which equals to an approximate of 3 Months :D Tell me something, that's a freeaaakkkiinngg long break. But betting with my ugly-little-toes, im sure to be missing school by the end of the week.

Im working tomorrow! Im all excited, sexcited and animated, it's close to a month that I last work. Yeah! Since its holidays, im going to work hard to get more $$$ kechings so I can go shopping, like again. I so cant wait lar!! Next payday is on the 20th oh please please I need more money to do the hair and get myself a new phone or maybe a dig cam. Pathetic how I don't own a dig cam rite? I know it's a sad sad case.

Moving on,

So today, I spent the entire day with the boyfriend. Oh yes! He's body is toned up for good. Now he looks fitter with those hard arms and abs, he's more huggable now. :D And on a happier note, he has officially stop smoking!! :)) Im one happy girlfriend. Before I forget, Borne Ultimatum is good, Eventhough I didn't watch the part one and two, its amazing how I understood what the story was all about. Today the boyfriend is such a love. Maybe it's the little things that he does that make me really happy. Like really happy with a Capital H. :)) Oh man, the time flew like a whimp whenever im with him, counting from tomorrow onwards, I won't be meeting him for an unfair amount of 2 weeks. :( What a drag to life. Well if anyone has any plans, count me in ya, okay I mentioned this and I’m mentioning it again. WHAT A LOOSER SIA!! HAHAHA. Or maybe I'll just cross my fingers and pray hard, that he wont be confined next weekend. Why does confinement exists in the first place? Till then, I love the boyfriend. :) Like really much.

Shoutout to Aida and Rafta: Im sorry for not making it to Semapang Bedok to celebrate the 2nd Anniversary of the Singlehood. Thousand apologies.

That was my sister's goal a few days ago. As you can see, she says "jogging" in the moring. Guess what! Even at 1:00pm, she's still snoring away. And here's another point that needs major attention, Its a choice to sleep or study. Choose one, not do both! HHAHAHAA. Yes! She apparently slept and not study!

Hello world! Im feeling extremely happy! Like really! It must be the morning prata that i ate with mum before i sat for my examinations. :D Today was the first paper that was manageable out of 3 major papers that i sat which comprises of (Global Supply Chain, Human Resource Management and Quality Management) Can you friggin believe it? I couldnt do any of those papaers. And when i say i cannot do, it deosnt mean 2-3 questions. Its like 2-3 sectins of the paper. Thus, the big focus here is to at least scrape through and get a pass. It seems that i have to keep crossing my fingers. :D Because some people define "cannot do" as not being able 1-2 questions. But for me, " cannot do" basically equals to "bare-ly can pass" Trust me! This is for real.

Telling you again, i'm glad that Marketing Research was kind to me! That was a good motivation for me to mug and get ready for the last paper which is IM (International Marketing). By far, this is the toughest subject to understand during my daily curiculumn days. So hopefully, im able to pull this off on Friday.

And i got so many weekends plans already. AND ya Friday as well!! :DD Im the happiest girl for the day. And guess what, the boyfriend, confinment is stripped! Thus this means im able to meet him on Fri, Sat and Sun!

Tell me, Im one happy girl!

[Current Mood: Productive]

So that makes today a very powderful and productive :D