ok heres a hurry entry. I've got less then 15 mins but more then 10 mins to type this entry becuase im rushing off to school. :) My eyes are better! Oh i guess i didnt mention this on saturday night i had a pretty swollen right eye. It was bad. Really swollen that i had to wear shades to school okay and even in class. I know. those gundus who saw me in shades; okay i wasnt trying to act cool in sch but ya!! ive got eye pbrlm. HAHHAHAHA.

Its itchy and its ugly and its so swollen its asthough im being boxed by someone. Talking bout Box-ing. Gaffur!!! i broke up with my ex boyfriend not becuase i got beaten up!! I swear he never lay hand on me before. Ni ah..mandai mandai...dri mane die denga tau kan da sala info..Hhahaha. Ok, i'll update for after international mktg! I promise. Who wana go to the ministry of education with me and banned the subject int mktg. Cuase its tough tough!! (i see the hands of my class) TTs the class spirit man!! hahahaha!! Okay.

International mktg is driving me KARAZEE

You've got to read this! I met Marcell at The Heeren today. Marcella is a very beeaauuttiiful Indonesian artist that acts in the local indonesia drama "Brownie". She's so preety spelt with a capital/bold P-R-E-T-T-Y.

Okay before i went to Orcahrd and did the shopping like i should i pay a tribute to the long lost KFC Siglap. Rather disspointed with some people whose name shall not be mentioned. Okay there's this very very good looking rider at KFC and what you're abt to hear is NOT the normal i fall in love with a hot rider kinda story.

So here it goes...

I saw him. I waved i thought it was Fahrin. And then i look again it wasnt Fahrin. So i fake a smile out of embaressment and he smiled. Okay. Part 1 is over. Part 2, i saw him again and he did the "peace" sign to me. Im like WTH. Oooo...ky of course i didnt do the Peace sign to him. I guess if i were to do that i will look rather stupid/retarded. Part 3 when i was about to leave the KFC and he smiled and smiled and never stop smiling until i the last minute before i turned my head he says BYE. I was like " OHMYGOD MIANG NYE!!!!!!!!!!!"


Tell you straight i have the least respect for guys who isnt sincere towards his gf/fiance/wife. Tell me if he looks like Wentworthmiller or Ashton or David Beckham or Brad Pitt. Once i know these guys are those cheeky-idiotiic-has-to-be-slapped kinda guys i dont think you deserve a girl ever. & i shall make myself clear again.


Okay. I bought a dress at Heeren just now because i wana wear it when i go out with Love. :)) Im sweet. Its 129 Buckaroos but its on 30% sale!! so YAHHOO. I LOVE SALE SEASON. Then headed to Queens Couture junk food to get the muppet show belt. Its so pretty and i have been eyeing it since a long long time. I have shown the belt to love, to the friends, to my mom but i hadnt literally got it till TODAY! Eventhough its 99 bucks, I just to had to have it. I dont mind starving or work my way with bread and butter till the month ends. I love shopping! && they are pratically a MUST-HAVE!!

After dessert, we roam the shopping centre and singing to the songs thats in our head and pathetically we found nothing to buy! Its only at 10:00 pm before we reached the exit of Vivo we decide to detour to a shop known as Desigual. Its situated beside the Swarovski shop. I tell you the clothes there are expensive but Pretty!

There's this brown top that i fall in love with and the price was $129.00. Its rather plain and basic, normal type of long-sleeveed top. Yeah you get the drift. And i tell you its a must to have it and ....guess what! There is this taugay head hole on the right sleeve and immediate discount was given and the price fall straight to $39 BUCKARRROOS. Yeah Baby!! Without hesitation i buy the top cause mom told me that she will help me sew the flaw. I love you mom. Thanks.

Okay ladies and gentlemen till then, im a happy girl today.

Hail me people. Im in sch stuck with projects but i managed to sqeeze tht bit of time for a peace of mind; blogging. This is only possible with the convinience of Zainal's laptop. So zainal my lovey dovey cute guy friend. THANK YOU. Currently, Kofu isnt temperature friendly cause right now my fingers are practically shivering to the absolute cold feeling and whats worse, outside is pouring. I think im gonna die of cold. Wait for that to happen in Singapore is rather impossible i supposed. HHAHAHA.i guess im just exxagerating with a capital E.

Projects for Entreperneurship is done. I just have to compute the information/data to ppt slides and im officially done with Entreperneurship. And ya.. make-ready my cue cards for Monday's presentation. Now im all stuck with int mktg. I have HELL-NO-IDEA on what int mktg is all about actually. My brain juices for that module is dried up! Oh man. The Taufik Batisah Usah Lepaskan song on nurul's laptop is making the whole atmosphere, slow sleepy,cold,quiet...ya you get the drift. :))

Im currently waiting for the sister to go back from Mendaki so i can make my way to Vivo and do some aggreswsive shopping. Well not that aggresive maybe. I'll get 2 tops,2 Bottoms maybe. I dont know. Or maybe i shud just save my money and bawak masok lobang kubor. Pon okay jugak. Hahhaahahaha.

You know, i had a one minute shock about to die kinda feeling just now. Because Kayly just told me she hadnt prepare ppt slides for Entreperneurship. I thought i died. Okay Nurul just save my life. She say we're suppose to do it as a group tommorow. Fyuh! I thought i had to do it or something like that.

Okay just now i had Gelare for lunch with love at East Coast. After that i went straight home for projects. But before that me and love when to Arab Street to get Murtabak for love's family. Mak I know im a good girl. Okay skip tht important part. Here's something more important; while im walking home alone towards my block, suddenly i heard somebody swit-ed at me. I thought mat-rep mane. I turn..AND.....SURPRISINGLY, its not a mat-rep, its not an ah-beng neither its a Bangla. Its my Ustaz people!!! MY USTAZ!! The religious teacher! So ya, Fatin has to fake a smile. Damn. Ustaz ekh..ingat mat maner. Hhahahaha.

So ya. Im bored with projects. Well what's new for the students of MK0503. i have been saying "IM BORED WITH PROJECTS" for the past few entries. Its seriosuly never ending. I have been sitting infront of this computer since 9:00am in the morning and my butt is getting flatter okay!! Fuck projects.

I dont care tommorow im going shoopppiiinng despite of the un-finished projetcs. But looking at my wardrobe now, there's so many clothes but when i searched for the right one to go out, they are like literally gone. Isit me or really my clothes are missing or they just have to be more. At first i thought my clothes would be sufficient for the whole semsester but then to think again, it dont seem to be fitting in to those days.Somewhat they arent enough. Wht's enough rite?

Well same goes for the shoes. Oh ya shoes! Here's a very important piece of information just for you .Its funny how my feet never accomaodates to any shoes. Seriosuly its just me with covered shoes/flats/heels you will always find me with blisters and cuts. I dont lie! Go ask my friends especially Shila, My Love, Lizah who never fails to accompany to anywhere that sells plaster. and surprisingly i dont buy 1-2 strips of that handiplast, i buy 5-8 at one go. I can have blisters at very random places for instance, my toes, my thumbs, my ankles the back the front. You name it. Shila once told me im from the ancient times where humans go everywhere bare-foot. Well maybe im born in the worng era. HAHAHAHHA. Probably its because of the way how i walk. Love told me my feet is slunted to the side or in easier terms "senget" hahaha. or maybe i walk that fast that i have a high tendency to hurt my skin. Kesian my feet they are always suffering to all the things that covers my feet which is also known as shoes.

Okay. Im bored. I gotta go back and strt my drive for projetcs. :))))

OOh my gaawwd! Im sick of doing the never-ending-projetcs. OHMY OHMY. Its a pain in the ass. Not forgetting that there's like 4 more projetcs that is due this Monday. F-U-C-K. Oh oh..and the 15 page report for international marketing is not even 1/4 done. Talk about lazy. Hey! Welcome to the club dude!

And saturday and sunday is full shift work i cant afford to bring the home-computer down to swarovski and do my project. This is not happenning!! Okay maybe i shall take MC on monday. How bout' that. Hahahaa.

You know something? im reallly miss going abroad. Those days when you sit in the airplane and give those airstewerdess a hell of a time demanding for more apple juice and ya craneberries juice.Take lots and lots of pictures that battries needs to be changed afterawhile, the days when you think you're rich and money must be spent. and ya money seems like Monopoly. Gerek sak. I think im gonna make myself happy and go Bali again. well maybe i'll opt for a change. Probably this time to Bangkok or No! maybe i'll rott at Malaysia and stuff myself up since next few months would be Malaysia's Mega Sale! oh yes! I so can smell frrreeeeddoom baby! Frankly speaking these few days has been booreedom with a CAPITAL B. That's the why my entries have been lacking in pictures. But i bet with my cute little toes that tommorow im gonna get some time off for me and the very beloved sister cause we have alot to catch up on. Espescially shopping!! Lalalla.. Ok. its 11:00am in the morning and Love has gone with Hafiz to the bike shop when Me the very bored-lil-girl is stuck at home alone. Erm...well not really alone..im with the projects.

Nabeh la.

Today i had the worst morning of all mornings and i had the best nights of all nights. You make it all worth while.Despite of the never ending shouts we had in the day, the night was awesome.I feel so much better now.

I thought you never cared. But you just proved to me.

I tell you. I had the worst pain in the stomach. It's as though the stomach inside being stretched and stretched and then stretched again. I was feeling rather FUCKED UP the entire day. Really. My moodswing was beeeyyyooonnnddd control. Sorry to those who was affected. I crouched and ducked at the corner of the library just to stand the pain okay. It was Pain with a capitl P. Hanifah told me to have a good rest cause i have been working pretty hard. Tommorow another full shift. Blah! When's the pay gonna come?? I have been working like nobody's business and the pay isnt coming. :( Side-track. Back again, mr right came and try to be romantic and save me from all the pain. he bought fer me burger and a samll coke to let me eat. I guess i was sufferring from gastric just now because i didnt eat the whole day. TTS BEECAUSE I FELT NEGLECTED the entire day. NEGLECTED. need me to spell it again?

But anyway you make it all worthwhile today. :))

Its a good end and you made me a happy girl, boy.
I thought you never cared but you just did.

IM OFF TO LALA LAND PEOPLE!

and today i think i shall make my 3 day old counter visible to all. :))

Love will find a way
Dont say you love me you dont even know me
if you really want me then give me some time
Dont go there baby not before im ready
Dont say your hearts in a hurry
Its not like we're gonna get married
Give me, give me sometime

Baby dont say you love me pretty baby. Give me sometime

Work was good as usual but there's something that i dont quite like bout Swarovski. They aint paying me well. Im rather dissapointed. Work is ALWAYS good, collegues superb but pay day SUCKS. its been 2 donkey months and i hadnt get my pay. Talk about broke.That has been my middle name since then.

Im stressed! Like literally cause im perpetually hiding alot of things and im keeping it to myself and i think im gonna explode any moment. Im stressed with projects and i cant find any information on my company. FUCK. What a wrong choice i made. Then with the BGR. I guess i must be confused. But then to think again im WAY far from confused.
IM VERY VERY CONFUSED INDEED.

I knw you still love me.
Cause i can tell. :)

Baby i'll wait for you even if it takes the rest of my life.

Likewise and likesaid

We'll see the verdict. :)))

anways i got an email from farz. and here it goes.


Date of Birth Group

01,06,11,16,21,26,31 A1

02,07,12,17,22,27 B2

03,08,13,18,23,28 C3

04,09,14,19,24,29 D4

05,10,15,20,25,30 E5



Group A1

You consider love as the most beautiful thing and you love to fall in love, but a number of your group members think that the person they love is not sincere with them.

You love to be with your friends and you are always found to be a dutiful friend.

You can hardly control your patients, which is a very big drawback of your nature.

The Person who is ruling your mind & heart these days is perfect for you.



Group B2

Your dreams and ambitions are much important for you and you can do everything to fulfill your dreams. Love is much valuable in your life but you always search for someone perfect. You hardly trust someone.

Your friends are really important for you but normally you hide a lot from them.

You are a deep thinker you always study the negative view as well as positive.

You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days.



Group C3

You always prefer mantel decisions more then emotional ones due to this you don't have a limited number of friends. You consider life a very beautiful gift and you love to enjoy its colors. There are a number of peoples who are your ideals and you loved to spend a big part of your time with them. You are found to be a very sincere lover.

You have a perfect control on your emotions but sometimes your decisions really effect your beloveds.

The person who has just appeared in your mind and you has decided to forward this mail especially to him/her is your real and special friend.



Group D4

Your always have goals to achieve and you can do everything to fulfill the dreams of those who loves you.

You have a sketch of an ideal in your mind and you always search for that personality.

Your friends means a lot to you and you can do everything for the sake of your friend, you a normally found to be an emotional personality.

You have a very less control on your patients and due to this sometimes you over react.

The one who sent you this mail & the one to whom you will send this mail first are your real friends.



Group E5

You are found to be a person who loves to love. You prefer emotional decision more then mantel decisions. You consider life just to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call FLURTIES.

You love to increase the list of your friends and beloveds.

You have a number of dreams but you never work hard to make your dreams come true which is the biggest drawback in your nature you take everything much lightly.


AND CAN u friggin belive it. i fall under E5. Pantat sey. But its true! This is me even my sis say so. :))

Its 10:30am in the moring.And im struggling with my International Marekting Project because i dont understand any single bit bout the project. Im very restless now. Very very restless.

So i was viewing my email and i saw this mini-attachment from Nurul.
Here is what is all about.

This is all about guys guys guys.

The K-I-S-S-I-N-G Game

1. Kiss on the hand = I adore You
2. Kiss on the cheeck = I want to be friends
3. Kiss on the Neck= I want You
4. Kiss on the Lips = I Love You
5. Kiss on the Ear = I'm Just Playing
6. Kiss on anywhere else = Lets not get carried away
   
   

The Sign Language
When he ....

• Look in your eyes = Kiss me
• Plays with your hair = Cant Live without you.
• Hold your waist = I love you too much to let you go.
  
  

Some Reasons Why Guys Like Girls.

1. They always smell so good eventhough its just shampoo.
2. Their head always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they are asleep
4. The ease in which they fit in our arms
5. When girls suddenly kiss you and you feel that suddenly everything is right in this world.
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. They way they take hourrrsss of dressing but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even if it's minus 30 degress outside
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way girls wants compliments eventhough we both know she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always find yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see her name in your caller ID after a fight.
15. The way she says "Lets not fight anymore" but it will happen again an hour later.
16. The way they kiss you when you do something nice for them.
17. The way they kiss you when you say I LOVE YOU.
18. The way they fall into your arms when they cry
19. The way they apologize for crying.
20. The way they hit you and expact it to hurt.
21. The way they apologize eventhough sometimes it still hurt.
22. The way they say I MISS YOU.
23. The way their tears flow and make you want to change the world so that it doesnt hurt her anymore.
    
    

Is this really true? Does guys really appreciate what we do for them?? I dont really know the answers but some i find it hillarious thats why i thought of bolding some of the statements that are true.

In the first place. Will a guy ever read this? Maybe he reads them but half-way and then gpes back to sleep.

Okay im supposed to be back with my international marketing project!

I have a great great great tendancy to go pretty girls blog. and now i feel sad.
Cause i think im not preety thats why no guys like me.
FUCK!!!

"You're just simple."

Yeah..Tts right.

I just envy them because they have beautiful lady lumps tt i dont.
They have body of a coke bottle when i have a body like a nescafe tin.
They have eyes of miss india when i have panda eyes
They have flawless face when i have a face of a sand paper.

No wonder i was left.

FUCK. Must be due to the up-coming red-tide that is making me feel this way.

I need a guy who goes for the HEART
Not the outlook.
Im sad. No wonder God doesnt make me perfect, maybe because im not thankful enough.
But hu da hell care bout me. NO ONE.

Its a redundant entry. Sorry if i wasted your seconds to read this entry friends.

Life has been good. Eventhough had a mini-fought just now in the morning but towards the end of the day everything paid off. :)) Im a happy happy girl today because everything is fine now.

Anonymous bought for me a pair of shoes that was sent to my house. Adidas!! And the fact that it fits me perfectly was AMAZING.

Macam Cinderlla tau feeling feeling die.

Considering the fact that the shoes was white was A-W-E-S-O-M-E B-A-BY!!! Now i need more romantic guy like this. Okay dream on FATIN!!!

Nevertheless had a good chat with Ahmad just now. Asrina if you're reading this i wana say your boyfriend is GILER!!!! hahahahah!!! Anw got to know some of my riders met up with accident lately and a bad one. I think we'll pay u a visit soon. But really i dont know what's the hospital address tu semue.

ANWAYS im tired now. Did i tell you. I work so hard that Hanifah thought i kerje keras because i nak kahwin!! Hahahhahaha. I have been rather busyy lately. Sorry to those who's plan i rejected because Fatin is BUSY. Busy with work! :)

Okay im tired i wana sleep. Tomorrrow a perfect off day for a tired girl!

This is for you.

I may not be pretty. I may not be Hot.
I may not be those minah-minah you want me to be.
Straight-Reborn-Golden-Monkey-Highlighted-Hair.
I may not wear those low cut V-Necks that flaunts my clevage.
Nor i wear those super tight leggings that makes my bum goes Bump Bump Bump.
I dont have a good set of straight teeth that you complain about.
But at least i got a good set of brain that functions well.

I dont play you.
I dont use you
I dont take your dollars.
I dont cheat on you like they do.
I dont do the revenge
They aint my game.
I guess that's the most important thing in a relationship
Being sincere and true.

I hope you can see
I know you're not blind.
You just need to open those eyes wider.
Dont make a fool of me.

I need a guy who's proud of me
Be proud and say
"Tts my beautiful girlfriend"
Eventhough not physically pretty
But she's so beautiful at every inch of her
I need a guy who's true to me
Not to love me for a minute but a lifetime.
A guy who walks beside me and only had his eyes for me
Eventhough some Miss Universe walked past him.
Thats what i call true love.
Where others seem literally invisible.
Not when a girl walked past him and eyes glued.

Where is the good guys?
Oh ya my friends told me they are already attached.
Are you change for the better?
I HOPE SO.
Its 12:45 am and i cant sleep. Tommorows another working day.
Projects SUCK. My life sucked evenmore!

I just had to enlighten myself. Enjoy

I tell you. i have been pretty busy lately. Very busy indeed. Now im so lethargic that work strts in half an hour time but ive gt no drive to go to work and im here blogging..Maybe i'll just arrive late. :))

Nevertheless class field trip was amazing! Went to the Aeropnics Farm, Goats's Farm and the Flower Farm. Thanks to Entreperneurship Module we had this very great great outing. Not denying the fact that the weather wasnt on our side. Its was blazing hot in the moring and it srted to pour in the afternoon.

Here are the Pics.