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In the darkest days of my turbulent week, all I ever felt was hopeless despair. But it was music that gave me the strength to carry on, to continue holding on to the frail strings of life. Songs with a story to tell...about love, beauty, courage, bravery, wisdom, harmony and most importantly, hope. It encompasses all these qualities and more. It transcends all emotions, all physical boundaries, to touch the core of our very souls. It can change our lives, and provide us with new perspectives and opinions

My Dear, well maybe yes maybe no, maybe perhaps i have feelings for you. It could be the eight world wonder; Love or it could be Lust or maybe infatuation even. Whatever it is, im holding on to us, be it friends or date. The kisses were so sweet that it made my head flew off. The caressing was great that i felt my body was secure for good. The touch was breath-taking that sometimes i ended up breathless. Everything taste so good. But i swear i never want it to be only now and later things fade off. Mmm..well what happens if that isnt enough? Afterall false hope isnt hope at all. I dont want this to be good bye. Its maybe because im still dwelling on the past. They told me to letgo, but you know, letting go is not about to forgot, not to think about, or plainly ignore. It doesnt leave feelings of anger, jelaousy or regret. Letting go isnt about loosing or winning. Its not about pride or how you appear and its not obsessing and dwelling on the past.Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. Its not even about giving in or give up

It is to have an open mind. Letting go means to learn and experience and grow. You fall you pick yourself up and continue. Having the courage to move on eventhough you're in pain. The valor and strength to accept change.It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free. An & & obviously, i hvae not reach the stage of Letting go. And i dont lie.Thus, my dear, i dont know where and what i want for now. Maybe im just a dick-head fall from hell.

Anyway, Hairil and Wan Get well soon. I dont know how you guys can be sick at the same time. HAHAHA! The guys that made my dull days so bright, eventhough its just merely hanging over the phone and talk till wee hours in the morning. To Hairil, its been good having you around lately. :))

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