Today i met-up/msn/colled/sms with 7 different guys. All with a different background. Amazingly i know how to plan my timing. It strted at 8:00am i had random msn with zainal. My one and only guy mate in class. Pathetic i know. Then after that i msn-ed with the ex-boyfriend bestfriend and i totally blew up! Seriously you have no decent gf that you can consider your soulmate and you never had a good reputation with any girl, and here you're telling me, that me/girls, doesnt know what guys want. Really pist me off. I guess sometimes these kind of guys should just reflect upon themselves and ponder why they dont have girlfriends before telling others off. Do you even have a serious one? Fuck la. you guys are just blatantly Stupid.

Went to KFC and had lunch before went to school. Met up with Helmee and Haziq there. Chat and catch up with some stuff. Nothing much. I just plainly believe that guys are good gossipers. I think even better then girls. Otw to school, Hanifah coled me up. :) So nice to hear from him. I dont know why, but i treasure this guy. :))

Then reaced school met up with my guy-bestfriend. Catch up abit since we hadnt meet up quite some time ago. Oh you so got to listen about this. Theres this mat-rep tt wanted to know me. Out of pure irritation over what happen recently, i say, k why not i just give it a shot. Hack la. What can a mat rep do rite? The most if he turns me off, i shal just say bye.

But no, i reached somerset mrt at around 5:30 pm today. I cant find him. I coled. He answered he came out from the toilet his face was red. I dont know red out of blushing/embaressment or red out of anger till he decide to say hi, i immediatly/instantly know he has been drinking. The beer smell was horrendoulsy strong. Being a non-drinker im rather sensitive to this kind of smell. Oh kay. That was a pretty bad first impression. Seriously. Then he went haywire. He went swearing over the phone. I dont know if its his gf? or friend or whatever la. I dont know. I was f-scared i tell you. Then he say k "skrng da bleh jln" Im like jalan?? Jalan mane?? please please dont bring me to some stupid place. I haf the crime-watch scenes playing in my head. Im like pls pls. I go no more bboyfriend if this guy were to do aniting, who the hell am i suppose to turn to. I was like pls pls. Mane die nk ajak ni....

Then he went "asal u mcm takot je?"
me: Huh? mane ade?? No la...(must act cool pe)

(but the fact, im shivering. Really scared. He has tatoos bigger then whiteboard)

Okay i just hope he wont bring me to anywhere desserted. So i suggested somewhere infront of Wisma. He say he wans to sit at coffee shop. I was OH..TTS A VERY GOOD IDEA!!!! finally i was back to reality ground. Fyuh. He bought a can of calrsburg again. I tell you, i could have died there. But ya i dint die la. HAHHAHA. its just so f-scary to know a mat-rep who still has his tagging on and is DRUNK. i thought im gonna get rape! I know i might sound stupid, but i just feel insecure nowdays becuase there's no one to take care of me anymore. Its all about being independent.

Ok maybe tts the last time im gonna mit him. I tink if i mit him agaain. I DIE.After mitting that mat-rep, i met up with Tensssensohn Lee Ames. :)) im so glad i catch up with him. I SO MISS HIM LA. his so changed. i dnt know for the better or for the worse, but having him around, brighten my day. Anw,These few days im pretty pre-occupied. and im glad because i know it means im moving on with life. and i certainly did.

Tommorow (4th July) : NYDC wth sister and NAFA test 2.4km Run at 6:00pm
Friday (6th July) : Outing with the secondary school bestfriend.
Saturday: Full shift working
Sunday: Going out with Hanifah. :))
13 July: Outing with Pizza Hut collegues
and one of the July-s is chalet.
and the list goes on.....

Now im currently sms-ing Hairil. He's just the joker that will only message me after 10:00pm only. hahaha. Joker.