Its pretty 1:40am in the morning on tuesday. I dont know. Something like literally struck me, give me a shot in the brain, left me specchless, backspacing the sms i was about to send. And then...i send something that goes

I know tts stupid and it was a waste of the pathetic $0.05 ya.Whatever it is. What im going to rant about in the next few paragraphs might be due to either random, boredom, dumb, sadness, guilt, depression or anything along that line. Or well maybe all of it in one.

Sometimes, well most of the times, there's words that i dont literally say them out but that doesnt mean i dont mean what i feel.Well maybe feelings are not meant to be articulated. It might sound really wrong if spoken. So its better to bottle them up and tuck them deep down in the hearts storage shelf. Pathetically tt works for me. Or let me rephrase that,Pathetitcally,i work better that way.Its probably better to hide emotions but ironically, hanging out the laundry to dry might have a better conclusion.

To you, who's serving NS today. Who's departing in few hours time. Becoming a police man in the next few hours of your life for 2 years. I dont nid a friend/boy-friend like you especially the way you treat me.But because you shared that teeny-weeny bit of life with me, that left a major impact on me and a brain damage and a permanent heart problem, im here wishing you all the best in your national service days. I seriously dont know, that you have the heart to do such a thing. I suppose you're born ignorant. Well there's an old saying that "ignorant is bliss" and i suppose you're part of that minority who's ignorant of others for the sake to satify yourselves. So be happy you are.

Random-ly, They say the world is big. I suppose its big, becuase im not even fully covered Singapore eventhough its a full-stop-dot kinda small. But then again, contradict to what i just typed, Hanifah's Brother knows my Ex-boyfriend. And i felt as though the world just tumbled right infront of me at that moment.Now i shall declare the world is so small.and it revolves around the people i know.Its stupid but its true. Now i shall sleep before those eye bags turn to big garbage bags.