Im not being dramatic or anything along that line, but seriosuly i need a good hug. Anyone willing me to give me free hugs? I think im missing out in a lot of things in life, most of the times, i ended up in bed crying. Im not the sort that gonna list down everything that's gone wrong but, by far, everything has been bad. )):

Lets just say im pretty happy with my life. You know that kinda average-okay-okay happy with your life. I really dont find anything to cherish about in life now compred to those days back with the YouKnowWho.

Adding salt to the wounds, my MSN is down. This is the 1000th times i tried to re-download the messenger but it isnt working as well. Seriously i dont understand the computer language. Firewall? Huh? Im blatantly stupid. Serious help needed here! Wan has been trying hard to help me with the MSN but i got tired with it cause its still isnt working! I mean waddahell.

And pathetically i have to ask my friends to call me up everynow and then for projects. I really hope my projects mates wouldnt mind. Nevertheless, The stillness envelopes me, there are no comforting sounds,I search for warmth underneath the covers when no one else is around.Maybe tomorrow I will feel good, when the black walls turn to white,But I won't feel alright tonight.Im missing alot in what they call LOVE. You know those random hugs, kisses on the forehead, eventhough its just merely bout holding hands.