FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Did i just typed a set of Fuck(s)? Yes! I apperently did. Im down with fever, flu and bad bad cough. Oh no. BUT BUT BUT..The fact that i got sick on a weekend is LOVE because firstly i never like to submit the statment of abscnece if i take MC on a normal weekday. Because its super-duper-absolute-troublesome.Firstly i have to go to the sch absent website which i dont hve an idea what's the link. Then i have to click and click on so many modules that i didnt attend. And what's worse is to submit the mc to those relevant tutors/lecturers. And seriously i dont bother to remember any of my lecturers or tutors name except my Business Law Tutor/Lecturer because his HAWT BABY!! hahaha! So tts my very very reasonable reson. :)))

So likesaid i thought of submitting my HR project to Kulaa in like 2 hours time and help Zainal out with our Quality Management project. Unfortunately, the stupid medicicne is making drowsy. I think im gonna have a short nap before i proceed to do my projects.

Oh yes its about almost 3 weeks that im coping with the single life. All i want now is intimacy cause im missing it. Like really bad. I just wish that there is someone to cuddle me, play with my hair, run kisses all over me and then smile and gives me a peck. That's gonna rock me out man!\m/Or perhaps someone who could just walk anywhere under the sun with me holding my hand. I suppose you get the drift. Well. i hope there will be a rule book for intimacy. Some kind of guide to tell you when you've cross the line. Its pretty nice when you can see it coming. and then take it and keep it as long as you can. And as for rules, i think life is kinda too short to follow rules. Maybe rules of intimacy is something that we have to deifne ourselves.

And at some point you have to make decesions in your life. Boundaries dont literally keep people out. I know its not perfect but this is life. That's how we're made.Life is messy. So practically you can waste your live by drawing the lines or by crossing them but there are some lines that are way dangerous to cross.

Oh i so miss the good times of having the love one by your side. I missed it so much that i never thought i would miss it this bad and im trying very hard to hold in the tears. I think everyday life without a boyfriend is okay. But deep down you know that you kinda missing out in love and affection. I gues its not easy or perhaps, im still in the withdrawal stage. :((

i'll make my way to an ol' good morning nap for now.